Mana over Meth
Jessica Apanui's methamphetamine addiction began as an escape from the trauma of a violent childhood. But after years of chronic abuse, she made the decision to break the cycle for her own tamariki. Now Jess must look deep into her past and embrace the power of Māoritanga to help guide her future.
Hailing from Te Araroa, Jess grew up in a West Auckland home of violence and substance abuse: Jess was witness to things she can never unsee. At the age of 12, Jess started using drugs as a way to fit in and to mask the hurt and fear she was experiencing.
Her life continued to spiral out of control, hoping that becoming a mother would be the change she needed. Unfortunately, meth had sunk its hooks in deep and Jess had no way out. Eventually she started manufacturing meth in her West Auckland home.
Today, Jess is 3 years clean with the gift of Recovery. Now an advocate for helping whānau who are trying to get clean, she documents her journey on her Facebook page Life Beyond Meth (LBM) with 12,000 followers. Jess is a busy mother but is still committed every day to change her community, one addict at a time.
Mana over Meth
Documentary | 10 min | 2022 | HD
Jessica Apanui's methamphetamine addiction began as an escape from the trauma of a violent childhood. But after years of chronic abuse, she made the decision to break the cycle for her own tamariki. Now Jess must look deep into her past and embrace the power of Māoritanga to help guide her future.
A Loading Docs Production
Directed by: Holly Beckham
Produced by: Holly Beckham and Jason Crane
Starring: Jessica Apanui
Languages: English, Māori
Mana over Meth
Kura Kaupapa
Mana over Meth Kura Kaupapa is an interactive school programme about addiction and recovery, that gets rangatahi engaging in real-life situations through working together as a roopu (group). It was launched in Te Tai Tokerau, thanks to the generosity of Te Rau Ora. Jessica Apanui and Holly Beckham share their experiences of addiction and their journey to recovery, offering solutions and sharing a unique perspective with humour and aroha.